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I am having a nightmare of a time trying to post a link right now.
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(1) We got connected with the people that find you jobs. I am supposed to be offered a job in two weeks. My hubby is harder as his retirement means he has to make a minimum of 70k a year for it to be feasible.
(2) I am very frustrated here. I had a blow out at the neighbors across the way because they like to get drunk, come back and then laugh and talk loudly after midnight. Sleep has been so hard … Well, apparently I am not allowed to directly ask someone to quiet down — I have to go to staff. Smelling alcohol is a major trigger for me.
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Staff here seemed forced to placate rather than uphold the rules. So many are just allowed to break them again and again. They eventually are written up and kicked out for 24 hours. This process just reinforces negative behavior.
….. (and) ….
I got asked to step out and fight someone. Nope. I went to staff to file a complaint. I let them know if I was physically threatened again, I would be calling the cops. IHS Staff response: you cannot call the cops. My response: Say that to me again as it is a federal crime to prohibit someone from calling 911. Anyway, my new husband has encouraged me to take any verbal threat seriously– one warning (depending on threat caliber) and done. (This is based on my past and the hundreds of times a week my ex would threaten me.)
(3) My husband has lost 31 pounds while working out. I have gained nine.
(4) We are still applying to housing locations all over.
(5) I started counseling for severe PTSD (due to my ex). I have sobbed through my first two appointments and threw up from anxiety the night before the second appointment. Result: No talking about ex. We are going to work on umm …
ART: Accelerated Resolution Therapy.
(5) I have my first Psychiatrist appointment mid next month. I will be asking for a PRN anti-anxiety and a anti-depressant. Serotonin, my serotonin levels, feel like there is none in my system.